Sunday, January 25, 2009

i'm a horrible horrible blogger

*points to title* yeah...XD it's been, what, almost a month now? and a lot of stuff has happened...*sigh* i don't really feel like going through it all, it'll take quite a while.

but, in short: i have 1 final left, snowbama days, chinese new year, bday plus all state. :)

anyway i decided to get back to my blog today b/c i was starting to feel depressed...again. -.- even though i thought it was getting a bit better, the stupid loneliness feeling came back. part of it was my fault, i was being a nosy stalker.

i really really want to go to enloe...the school is so much better than pchs and it seems like a lot of people go there, and they all know each other and form little groups and all that. i think it started with tacas, b/c (almost) all the symphony people go there. i still feel like i'm left out, i don't fit in perfectly with any one group...i have so many scattered friends and no bffs yet, it makes me sad...

my parents are encouraging me to get in ncssm, and to do that i have to get a really good sat score. so they're making me study lots and lots of vocab. i should be able to get a perfect on the math, i just have to concentrate and reading.

so yeah...i think that's pretty much all for now. i've been playing pet society a lot to take my mind off things, it's just repetitive clicking...but i did figure out a really good strategy to get more paw points, even though you lose some money. i go to the cafe and go down the row of pets, visiting them and raising all 3 of their health, hygiene, and happiness bars. for food i use apples...once i've visited all the pets then i save and restart. i've earned like 3000 points today.